by Irui Mikiri Sun Oct 03, 2021 12:14 pm
Irui held the blade out temptingly for a moment longer. Jashin, Mora once remarked, demanded resolve and perseverance of the soul; to grab Death itself and walk hand in hand with it. To follow Jashin's will, was to forget the fear of pain, to experience ecstasy in agony. Only then could the body be free to experience all of life, and question its existence. With a faint movement of the fingers, Irui returned his blade to its hiding place.
"It is a foolish thing to take such chances with your life. If I were a wicked man than it could be your end. Or you are confident in your own abilities to stop me. I will not harm you as like with your claims I have no proof determining your fate either. Until one is proven guilty my wrath is not their concern. With that said your gesture while powerful is misplaced. If I do eventually determine this all a lie and come for you..." Sero paused, letting his words develop weight. "I will not need a blade. Let us put aside this gesture for now. You mention faith. I have never followed a religion but I have read a great deal on the subject. Usually zealotry goes hand in hand with it. Even now you tell me of four of these zealots. Tell me more of this Jashin and I will determine if I can associate with it or not."
On the air, Irui could taste the faintest notes of chakra; the heat of Fire and the fluidity, transformative nature of Water. Here and there, he found motes of elements on the humid air; it meant he'd said something to force this man to lose control of his icy calm. He wasn't as unbreakable as he believed himself to be. He couldn't determine the element itself; it was peculiar, vexingly so, but its appearance was all the more delicious. Only the fearful resorted to threats; it was primal, born of instinct, safeguarding the body against an enemy. His threats were born not of strength and confidence, but of fear that his talents and aura were not enough.
Good. Irui smiled, Very good. Only the fearful allow themselves to crack.
"Where to begin is the question," Irui said after a moment of reflection. "I have experienced things within the Church that cannot be explained by studies of Ninshuu. When I was found by the Church, I was an outcast from my clan; seen as a bastard and an outsider. The Church gave my training as a Shinobi reason." He pressed his hands together, overlapping and intertwining his fingers as he paused to choose his words carefully. He considered the things Mora had once said on their walks through the village and the Church; how she'd guided him towards his own understanding. "All Shinobi commit violence and suffering on one another, whether physical, spiritual, or political. So how do we break from this nonsensical world of violence?"
"Jashin teaches us to not fear the unknown and death. Death is the greatest unknown, the only truth, and the one thing that binds us all together. Whether you are from the Hidden Leaf, or the Hidden Cloud, death will come for us all. Jashin helps us understand the finality, the ultimate truth, and the fragility of life. Jashin teaches us how to experience a life without pain, breaking us free from suffering, and in so doing, achieving enlightenment of the flesh and soul."
He planted a finger on the dusty table, and worked a spot, then drew a circle around it.
"You described an aura that you cannot control-- yet here we are." Irui remarked, adding a second dot within the circle. "While I don't understand how you view it, I see it as a filter. A test if you will, to determine who has come to understand, respect, and overcome fear. Jashin teaches us to control, and harness that. Fear is natural, fear is the flesh and bone and soul grappling with the one truth of life. My faith in Jashin, tells me that if you were to kill me here, or in the future, that my sacrifice was necessary."
"Why?"
Irui let the question hand in the air as he continued to make points on the wood.
"Because death is natural. Shinobi by profession, deal in death, whether its good or evil, these are terms relative to the nation. Shinobi are both predators and prey to one another, and if it is our time to die on the battlefield, then our sacrifice is a necessary one-- our kills are good kills, because we are fulfilling a higher purpose."
Delicately, he threaded lines between dots, interconnecting them into a strange, mangled spider web. Each point was a soul interacting with another. Some continued in linear paths, others stretched out to many, some remained untouched.
"Those who were killed, were necessary; their death and suffering is part of the cycle." He lifted his finger off the table and rubbed it and his thumb together. "And just like that--" Irui parted them, "We are gone. Jashin allowed me--an outcast-- to understand my place in this chaotic world. Perhaps Jashin can help you in some way as well."