by Kōshin Sat Oct 12, 2019 12:12 pm
Taiga didn't seem bothered by his presence one way or another but Kureji seemed very inviting, so Seigi wouldn't feel like he was encroaching on their good time. He would nod his head, grinning. "Well, it is the best spot in the house. Oh! I almost forgot," He would exlaim, looking up at it once more, then back to the duo, "I'm Seigi Douchiwa". From what he could gather, both Taiga and Kureji were both very analytical, each having a very logical approach to the comet, which he admired. Before he could speak up about his thoughts about it, however, Kureji asked them if they wanted to proclaim their goals right then and there, despite his own skepticism.
Seigi would be quiet as he thought, taking a step forward, closer to the edge. Overlooking the village, it reminded him of Kumogakure and when he would look at it from the Douchiwa Estate. It was one of the few memories of his original home that wasn't hazy or out of order, a good memory that he held onto dearly. He knew he would never see that home again, even if he did somehow manage to get back to his world, but it didn't mean he didn't miss it, but it was better off left in the past. Everything was. He didn't need to give himself false hope, he needed to move forward. He was given another chance to live and yet all he could focus on was what he had lost.
"I think.... my first goal is to move on from my past." Seigi would say out loud. "To let go of everything I've lost and to be grateful for the life I've been given." Seigi would look from the comet to his own hand, looking at his calloused palm, closing it into a loose fist and letting it hang at his side. "Truth be told, I should have died a long time ago and I'm tired of acting like that's not the case. Every moment since I've got here has been a gift that I can't squander any longer."
But... then what? Ever since he arrived here, he had felt a lack of direction. In his world, he was driven by his need to gain more power, especially with individuals like Shinji and Kira who were strong enough to level mountains. Here, he had no major nemesis to fight, no goal to achieve, except "Survive", which he had done plenty of. Not only had he survived, but he had thrived, escaping the Blood Prison, coming to Konoha and being accepted, getting his body back into fighting shape. He needed a new milestone to work towards, to accomplish. He needed motivation, more than anything. Like a diamond, Seigi was created and thrived under pressure. When the world was at stake was when he was at his best.
"I suppose my second goal would be to get stronger." He would say, his gaze ever outward over the sea of flickering lights below them. "I haven't had somewhere to call home in a long time and Konohagakure is the first place that's felt like it since I was a kid. I want to protect my new home and the people in it." He would smile peacefully. ''And I guess that gives way to my third and final goal," He would speak, this time focusing on the comet.
"To create a world of peace."