by Short_Stack Sat Jun 01, 2019 4:37 pm
Miyu nodded at Satori’s advice, ”True. I usually take knowledge from any different sources and schools of thought. Especially when I, as Atlus says, ‘Eat a library’. All of it gets stored in the mind palace you’ve helped me create really allows me to catalogue and connect things. So, yep. It’s always best to see all the different sides of something, or new ways of thinking.
“Without saying one side is more right or wrong than the other. If one doesn’t learn from others, and as you said, not see them as infallible, then one can’t reach enlightenment. Or at least a form of it, since whenever one gains new understanding, learns new things, or sees things in a new light is a form of enlightenment.”
Miyu would wiggle around a little and giggle at the feeling of her liver starting to regrow. As Satori talked about his genetics and his hope to be a sage, ”I’ll be honest, I want to be a sage someday as well. But deep down, I really hope I can get through to Atlas to trust me with her curse before then. I mean I’m already so empathic that everytime she berserks, I do too for a while, till I can calm myself, and spread that calmness to Midori*. Sometimes I can even head it off before it gets that bad.
“The only difference between what I already go through, and what I seek. Is that as an Empath, I can feel her emotions, and calm them when I’m calm. But I have all the drawbacks without any of the understanding to really help. So yeah, I get what you mean by ‘Genetics being a pain’. And sorry I’m so preoccupied with it. It’s something that’s still there from the more raw emotions.
“I mean, I’ve spent years being able to grant her peace when I can get that blast of emotions under control. But even in that darker part of me, is the need to really be able to help end her suffering in the now, I mean I want to be a sage too someday, but I’ve also become somewhat of a realist. And realistically speaking Sages are rare, and even though a ‘possibility’ may not ever become a ‘probability’. So I want as many baskets available, to put my eggs in. So that I can best help all those I love have the best future possible. And to be able to help them now, rather than an indeterminate future that may not be.”
She’d then blush shyly, ”Sorry for harping on about that. I guess I really do need to find my center before I talk to Midori. And do what I have the ability to in the now, to help those I love while I strive to grow to be a better me … and thank you for helping me with Shimi-nee. Being able to talk to her through letters and visits, will help me grow as well. And I’m sorry for the troubles I’ve caused, if there’s anyway to make it up to you. Let me know okay?”
* Cursed Empathy UA: Whenever a Nature Clan member, Nature Clan Implantee, Cursed Markuser or a PC goes Berserk. Miyu does as well. But using Calming Steps can gain control, and calm down said individual.
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Miyu RyuuteiSkills:
Bloodline, Sensory, Chemistry, Engineering, Taijutsu, Puppetry, Fuuin, Ijutsu
Stats:
Strength: C (450) : C+ (Comfortable Living)
Con: C (450)
Stam: C (450) : B+ (Uzumaki Female) :
Speed: D (150)
Coord: C (450)
Int: A (950)
Perc: C (450)
T: (15/ 18)
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205 CP / -1 CP per Post (Long Sighted UA.)
Precog: 7 (tied to Empathy UA.)