Yellow eyes peered through the flying snow and wind as he moved along the mountaintop in the search of his missing wife. Shoulder length white hair was pulled into a ponytail to help keep it under control through the savage winds as he trudged through the fallen snow. The mountains in the Takoyaiba Mountain range were well up into the North Western part of the Land of Lightning closer toward the edge of the Land that met with the sea that would lead toward the Land of Snow. As such it was no surprise that the mountaintops were covered in vicious storms or snow and rain. One such storm had been what Yenn had been out here to take care of. The Seraph of Lightning had gone to the Mission Control Center and pulled the mission Yenn had taken. Seeing as she was a Chuunin and he a Jounin he was able to do such a thing in the case of something odd happening. Which her disappearance would count as. The mission she had been sent on should not have taken eight months. It should have only taken her long enough to arrive, disperse the storm with chakra. Which, granted, could take a while given the raw power of even a small storm. Much less one of the larger ones that buffeted the land in this region. It would not have taken more than at best a few hours to at worst a day or so. So Tamwyn had taken the information and done with it what he thought best.
He had damn well come out here himself.
So here he was, looking for signs of Yenn from eight months ago in a blizzard of all things. Was it insane? Yes probably, but one of the first steps in actually investigating something was to go to the scene of the last known appearance and look for signs. One never knew what one might find in such locations. Or what the weather had not been able to destroy. Besides, the cold up here did a remarkable job of keeping things intact long past the point that they should not be. So he continued the search and would do so for days if necessary. He had done so already actually, the mountains were a vast range and while Yenn would have had a wonderful clue in where she was needed when the mission was current due to the giant storm cell that was in the area. He himself did not have that particular clue. So he had to search throughout the range, but he would not give up. Not if he had to turn this entire mountain range to scrap stone by stone in order to find some clue as to whether or not something had happened. Or even if she had actually made it there. Tamwyn pulled his cloak tighter against him. It was fur lined and of thick wool, designed for the cold of this region. It was the only thing keeping him somewhat warm as his boots crunched through the snow and ice.
Eight months was a long time for ice and snow to accumulate. However the wind tended to blow the ice and snow off the mountain after a time. So light such things were given the size of the individual bits and flakes. Because of the wind's capabilities to move such fragmented bits around the general snow and ice level at the top of the mountains tended to remain at a relative constant. So anything he might be looking for shouldn’t be too difficult to find if there was something. However he kept his senses upon for anything he could just in case. It was getting pretty late into the evening as he searched and while he could perform the search at night the darkness did make it more difficult to do so and the drop in temperature even made it somewhat dangerous. As such he would have to return to camp soon. A cave not entirely unlike the one he and Yenn had first bonded in during the fight against Yuan-Ji the Wind Demon. Remember that day brought a reflexive act of placing a hand upon the brand mark. Or at least the general vicinity of the brand mark, over his attire.
Yuan-Ji had cast them both away with a wind technique that was ludicrously strong and they had flown for the lord only knew how long. Even this far into the future of that event Tamwyn wasn’t sure. He had been a disoriented mess during the fast and brutal trip. However one thing did stand out. The woman he had been on the mission with. That tiny, beautiful, violet eyed, and scarred woman, had been in grave danger because of the impact she would have made. So he had used his own body as a shield for her. Hugging her tight for the inevitable impact against the cold stone. A shadow of a pang of long lost pain twinged in his chest as he remembered the violent impact of his form against the stone. A thin spike had not been bowed by the combined weight of his and Yenns forms with the force of their violent descent. It had persevered through the impact. It had done so well at that that it persevered straight through Tamwyn’s chest on the right side of his body. He hadn’t been able to move well then. However the spike had missed Yenn’s head, and she had survived the impact with his own form working as a cushion.
Then she had gotten up, surveyed the damage, found them shelter for the night, and brought him to it, holding him up with her own form as they went. Then she went out and found firewood. Then like the ‘stupid man’ he was he had gotten up, despite his injuries and dug a pit for the fire. The words of long remembered jokes and remembrance between them bringing a fond smile to his features for the briefest of moments. When she returned she had not been pleased, but she had then proceeded to cauterize the wound in his chest, front and back, with the very necklace she always wore. Then, with him out of danger, they simply needed to rest out the night while a storm blew through the area like a god throwing a tantrum. They bonded that night, spoke together, and learned about one another. It had been love before that night had even ended and even now, to this day it still amazed him that such a thing could be possible. He remembered as if it was yesterday the look of her as they had shared in each other's warmth, and so much more. The orange glow of the firelight reflecting off his pale skin and casting parts of her in shadow had only added to the effect. The memory never left him, and he doubted it ever would. What had followed was the assault upon Moonspire and months of them performing mission after mission together. Months of them never being separated and never getting tired of one another. She had moved in with him after that first night. They had never once regretted that choice, that step.
Moonspire had been a disaster. What had started as a meeting between Yenn and Damien Darhk, the CEO and founder of Darhk Industries. Had turned into an assault from Akihiro Uchiha, Ikomiki, and Hana Kaguya. They had destroyed the town, killed thousands, including Damien himself. Damien had been about to place a seal of Black Raiton upon Yenn when the attack struck and Damien had ordered Tamwyn to stay with her. When both of them had known damn well his job had required him to stay with the man himself. Still an order had been an order, and he, Yenn, and several hundred employees had been underground when the town above had been taken to the slaughter. He had held her tight as they watched upon the cameras until the last of them had been destroyed. Then they felt the tremors as Damien’s ship crashed upon the ground, destroyed by the attackers. That attack had been what started Kumo’s involvement in the war. Tamwyn had never been more ready to take the fight to someone. The hours after the attack had consisted of Tamwyn and Yenn leading the survivors out through one of the emergency exits that hadn’t been flooded by the large scale water jutsu of Hana Kaguya, or caved in from the impact and destruction of Damien’s ship and the annihilation of Darhk Tower itself. They had done so, and reported in. The experience together haunting them for a long time. But bringing them ever closer.
The missions they had gone on had done a lot to make them disillusioned with the village as a whole. Yakuza having brothels and drug caches within the village was something that was supposed to be stopped before there were victims. Paid off officials, ignorant police forces and too few people who truly cared made for a bad combination of factors. Then they met the crew of Serenity. A small smuggling crew that they had been tasked with infiltrating and determining whether or not they were a threat to Kumogakure. They had not been, and in fact had been working against an organization that was hell bent on controlling Kumogakure. Yenn and Tamwyn bonded with that crew together and loved them all dearly. He thought of them at times, and wondered how they did once they had moved on from the Land of Lightning. During the entire time Yenn and Tamwyn had only gotten closer, if more disillusioned with the village as a whole. The place had lost it’s shiny ‘innocence’ that many shinobi had toward their home. It was just a place, as corrupt as any other. They had even contemplated leaving it a time or two, together. But they had never done so. Everyone contemplated that at least once or twice he thought. Still, the fond memories of how he and Yenn had first bonded, of their adventures afterwards and fond memories of their time with the crew of the Serenity had brought a warmth to him as he searched. It had been around that time, shortly after actually. That Yenn had discovered that she was pregnant with twins. Tamwyn had never been so happy in his life. He, who had never had a family in his life, now had a woman who wanted to spend the rest of her life with him. As well as children on the way. He didn’t know what to do with himself, so he settled for simply kissing the woman he loved so dearly. Held her close, loved her with everything he was, and proved it via his actions.
Then of course the war took a more prevalent turn and Tamwyn was needed on the front lines. He and Yenn had married beforehand, and she had given him her last name. Surprised him with it actually. He had never had one before, never had a family. She had literally given him everything in his life. Love, a home, not a house, but a home, a reason to fight, a reason to live. Children, and now, even a name. She had been the most beautiful woman in the world to him and he left to fight in the slew of conflicts that followed between the combined might of Kirigakure, Konohagakure, Sunagakure, and even Iwagakure due to Konoha’s attempt to reclaim it being successful. Against one Kumogakure. The war had been bloody, vicious, but the Kumogakure shinobi had held firm. Had stood back the assaults, the attacks, led some of their own. Had stood strong together over their universal anger over what had been called ‘The Moonspire Massacre’. Tamwyn himself had acclaimed himself during the Battle of Meijing, and the slew of vicious conflicts that had universally been referred to as ‘The Trenches’. In the first, he had fought, even after all other allies had been defeated and even defended the Tsuchikage himself when the man had fallen unconscious. A lone shinobi of Kumogakure, defending the Tsuchikage. It was an amusing thought. In the Trenches he had played a pivotal role in the Kumogakure victory there. Leading his own command to a sweeping victory in their portion and spreading out, causing massive losses to the enemy. Then when he had returned, he had spoken to his wife. Had talked to her of his intent to fight the beast of lightning that wanted to partner with him. So that he could master it’s power. She had given him her blessing then. Ryuko had disappeared right after Moonspire, and Shimiko herself had been the one to agree to assist him. Something he was eternally grateful to her for. However he had not been good enough, and Raijū had killed him when he had taken a calculated risk.
That of course should have been the end of it. The end of the story between Tamwyn and Yenn, death has a habit of sticking after all. However this time it had not, and Ryuko, who returned, had called upon Arisu of Kirigakure to assist her in the matter. The woman had resurrected Tamwyn from death itself. Pulled him from the pure world and brought him back to being. He had a second chance and when he returned home found he had more family. A sister, and of course the twins that had been born. Although he had not seen them yet, a combination of fear, and nervousness. As well as the desire to find his wife overpowering him and preventing him, not literally, but psychologically, from doing so. He intended to find his wife and return home with her so they could live happily together and raise their children. Damien, and Chloe, named for the very target of the Moonspire Massacre and his little sister, who had been visiting Moonspire at the time of the assault. They would raise their children together, now with an aunt to spoil them rotten of course, and they would have the happy life they had dreamed of before on that night where he had told her of his intent to take on the spirit beast of lightning.
Of course that was when he tripped.
So lost in his own thoughts of the past, of his time and life with Yenn and the events of the war that had drawn their love even tighter together through the hardships they had faced. That he had actually failed to raise his foot high enough to clear a pile of snow. It had been a stupid mistake given his coordination but it was what it was. Pushing himself up and dusting the ice and snow from his attire he turned to look at where he had tripped. Something solid had been beneath the snow for him to trip over it. He turned to see a leg had been shifted out from under the snow. Stiff from time underneath cold flakes although it seemed remarkably well preserved. It was clothed of course, no one was stupid enough to come up here naked. Someone caught in the snow during their travels? Possibly, it could also potentially be a sign of his wife's previous presence. Moving toward it would carefully find the other leg in the snow to ensure he did not trip and took hold of both at the boots. It was when he laid hands upon the boots, feeling them in the snow, that he came to a realization. This body was wearing
heeled boots. Most shinobi wouldn’t wear such things up here in the mountains but he knew one who would, no matter how uncomfortable they were. One who had worn them out on mission after mission with him. Now frantic, his eyes wide with fear he pulled the forms out of the snow. It was stiff due to the frozen air and snow having had so much time to work but he removed the body and as he did an indescribable feeling took him.
He looked upon the corpse of his own wife, her black hair frozen to her head from the ice. Eyes shut, her features neutral in the calm acceptance of death at the time. Upon her was the leather clothing he had always seen her in. The scars on her form that showed through in very few places acting as more identifying marks. However the most obvious showing of those lightning scars upon her form was that her arms were bare. Usually, Yenn wore elbow length gloves with fur lining them. However when she had come out she had evidently removed them. She would need to of course in order to do what she had come out here to do. The evidence of that decision showed upon her wrists in the vicious slashes across each of them she had made. Both would have had to have been made at the same time so two kunai with frozen blood were probably still within the snow bank. The angles of the cuts made it clear they were self-inflicted and as he looked on, his mind still not accepting the facts as reality he would etch that scene in his mind without ever intending to do so. There to haunt his nightmares for the lord only knew how long. Her necklace was gone, but that was not surprising after eight months. There were multiple explanations for that from something as simple as the wind having snapped it’s chain after so long to work on the deed to a corpse robber having come across her and taking it for it’s precious gems. Without remembering how, he would find himself upon his knees, hands at his sides as his yellow gaze continued to look. Unable to look away from the sight that was before him and he would never know how long he had been like that before it had all finally clicked.
With sudden clarity his mind came back into focus, his heart lurched as the same time a seeming lead weight dropped out of the bottom of his stomach. Heavy breathing came next, working to keep up with his body's emotional and physical reaction to what he was seeing and tears watered in his eyes in response to that reaction as the cry of a mortally wounded animal tore out of his throat and echoed across the mountains. The wind would carry it for miles and miles, and many would know of at least the shadow of the pain of one man in the mountains. Falling upon his hands, he would move toward her, unable to stop before he hugged the body against him, tears streaming down his features. His emotional state was so raw and ragged, his pain so devastating that he didn’t even know what time it was anymore. Didn’t acknowledge the world around him as he cried his heart and soul out into the wind and snow that buffeted the region.
“I’m sorry...I’m sorry..” He would say under his breath, rocking the body of the woman he loved more than anything. She had done this because he had failed, she had done this because he had been too weak. Too weak to win, too weak to defeat Raijū. He had taken a calculated risk and failed, had failed in his promise to come back to his wife. She had taken her life because of him. Had he met her in the pure world? He didn’t know, he didn’t have any recollection of the place. Could he have met her there and been happier there than in this world? Would he have been able to find her in such a place with so many souls? He wouldn’t know consciously. Setting the body down he would rear back his head and cry out in a roar of pain, and agony that tore at the very soul of his being.
He sat there for who knows how long, the words ‘I’m sorry’ being repeated over and over with breaks to roar out again in agony. It took hours before he pulled himself even somewhat together enough to think coherently. It was late into the night now but when he had finally been able to think, his sorrow, his grief was temporarily met with pure, unfiltered rage. No one had looked for her. No one had looked for her at all. Not in eight months. Ryuko had disappeared out of the blue and had not left instructions for who should be in charge. Seigi had been the obvious decision but he had effectively been an absentee. He had done
nothing. He hadn’t even looked for a single shinobi who had gone on a routine, for her clan anyway, storm dispersal mission and had not come back. Hadn’t even listed her as ‘MIA’ or else Kara would have told him. He had found out from
Walter his civilian butler. The rage he felt at the village was brutally clear and his deep breaths of grief and anger turned quickly to heaving breaths of rage. He struggled, struggled mightily to control that anger and managed to leash it, barely. At least enough to not do something stupid like attack the village. The people had done nothing wrong after all. However words could not describe how much he hated the shinobi establishment there for this. She had suffered from her own family, being brutally tortured by her own parents. He had helped her to fix the emotional and mental trauma as much as he could and he didn’t know how far they had come down that road. But he had tried, but the village itself failed her later, when he was unable to do so due to his death. He had given everything for the sake of the village. The only reason he had been fighting Raijū in the first place had been to better
protect it. He had gone to war for it, killed for it, and died for it. Yet it had failed in the
one thing he could have ever asked in return. It had failed in taking care of his wife. Had sent her out on a mission, and when she did not return had not even bothered to look. He was shaking in rage now and this time a new cry tore from his throat. One that also echoed through the mountains.
This one however, was returned by another cry. The lonely cry of a great beast somewhere hidden amongst the clouds. He had heard that cry before, multiple times. Raijū shared in his anger, commiserated with him. The wolf did not regret it’s actions. The rules had been fair in it’s eyes and Tamwyn could not blame the wolf for winning. Even when doing so had killed him. However the creature had meant what it said when it had made it clear that due to Tamwyn’s failure he would not partner with him as an equal. That did not mean the two did not share a bond however. The wolf's fury was felt in the storm as lightning took hold within the clouds above. The storm took on a different cast as snow and ice turned to water and lightning danced across the clouds and struck the ground, it’s fury on behalf of it’s old companion known. Tamwyn removed his cloak, his adrenaline pumped blood keeping him warm enough as he wrapped the corpse of his wife within the cloak for the journey back to Kumogakure. The storm itself would herald his journey like a funeral procession for the fallen wielder of storms he carried. The thunder acting as a fitting dirge. Lifting her form, he moved.
And the storm followed.
Exit
[spoiler=Just To Clarify]kure from the Takoyaiba Mountain Range. Normal Travel time is 24 hours. Paved roads reduce this by half and I’ll be using Chakra to reduce this travel time by 22 hours with his S rank speed. Tamwyn will have -50 chakra total when he returns to Kumogakure. (Adding to the -25 he had when he came here.) Travel time, instant.
- Just To Clarify:
For anyone reading this, I did ask Nyg's and Retribution's permissions before simply posting this here.