How long had it been since he'd last looked at these hallowed outer walls? It felt like decades, but it was really only a few years ago, when the place was being built hat he had first laid eyes on the place. It brought up memories that, while not forgotten in any way, shape, or form; still came back harder then he had anticipated. The sights, the smells. The touch. The Seikyōkai. While the blade of the jashin who attempted to kill him was faded, the book was burned into his brain. While he was nowhere need the iconoclast as Tamwyn was, the concept of a church who sacrificed other's lives for power never made sense to him. But at the same time, if it wasn't for the Orthodoxy's existence he never would have invented a branch fuinjutsu using his own blood as a catalyst.
'You know you could've asked her to meet somewhere else, like the Raikag-EH?'
Internally, Mort envisioned himself choke holding Id, his control over his mind getting stronger again. While neither needed to breathe in the mindscape, being a creature of instinct Id clawed at his hand, trying to take a breath they didn't need. Eventually he'd let go, but the point was made. He couldn't go back and talk to Shimiko at the Raikage building, just looking at that place was painful on a good day, and today was closer to neutral, which wasn't good enough for what he needed. She was the person closest to Ryuko and was there when Tamwyn...when he...
So he opted to take fear instead of sorrow. He had no plans on converting, and already had countermeasures in case someone decided to use him as repentance. Even though there were rules instated that prevented it, even though logically he knew he'd be safe, the fear was still there. If he was ever going to defeat a god, perhaps even the Necrossiah themselves, he would first need to face a fear he'd been hiding from all these years. A fear that had he had experienced over and over again. A fear not of death, but of what he could've become if he had just one bad day too many.
He'd open the doors. There was a knot in his gut. He took a deep breath as he kept opening them. The knot tightened. He'd hold the pendant around his neck, the knot loosening slightly. The Spiritually Dead Seraph stepped inside, not sure what he was expecting to see, but prepared to defend himself if need be.
'You know you could've asked her to meet somewhere else, like the Raikag-EH?'
Internally, Mort envisioned himself choke holding Id, his control over his mind getting stronger again. While neither needed to breathe in the mindscape, being a creature of instinct Id clawed at his hand, trying to take a breath they didn't need. Eventually he'd let go, but the point was made. He couldn't go back and talk to Shimiko at the Raikage building, just looking at that place was painful on a good day, and today was closer to neutral, which wasn't good enough for what he needed. She was the person closest to Ryuko and was there when Tamwyn...when he...
So he opted to take fear instead of sorrow. He had no plans on converting, and already had countermeasures in case someone decided to use him as repentance. Even though there were rules instated that prevented it, even though logically he knew he'd be safe, the fear was still there. If he was ever going to defeat a god, perhaps even the Necrossiah themselves, he would first need to face a fear he'd been hiding from all these years. A fear that had he had experienced over and over again. A fear not of death, but of what he could've become if he had just one bad day too many.
He'd open the doors. There was a knot in his gut. He took a deep breath as he kept opening them. The knot tightened. He'd hold the pendant around his neck, the knot loosening slightly. The Spiritually Dead Seraph stepped inside, not sure what he was expecting to see, but prepared to defend himself if need be.