by Katsumi Kurahasa Mon Apr 15, 2019 2:11 am
Midori had always hated her own weakness from the moment she had lost her family. If she had been stronger, even as young as she had been, maybe she could have done something to save her mother. Maybe she could have stalled them long enough for her father to arrive home and handle the assassins that had infiltrated her home.
She fought that weakness with everything she had, and more, and it still wasn’t good enough.
And then he began to speak. Had it been anyone else, she probably would have tuned them out, content to have her own inner monologue and to catalogue her failures and where to improve, but Satori didn’t speak, to her in particular, without meaning. He knew she didn’t talk much, and that was a simple fact of life for her, and as such, he didn’t engage in meaningless conversation with her either, so she paid attention when he chose to speak.
The first part, about his father, was expected; it was part of the reason that she had chosen him as her rival, as Kiyoshi and her father had been rivals in the past. She had hoped to relive that rivalry in the one person she had ever called a true friend, and her explaining that her father used extremely similar tactics to herself and still came out on top gave her a glimmer of hope that perhaps she wasn’t on the wrong path.
He was an example to follow, to continuously be defeated by overwhelming opponents and still be able to get up and never miss a beat. She could do that… Midori knew that she was more than capable of doing exactly that, and had been doing that for years. She had never told Satori about the times she would sneak about and ask Kiyoshi for a spar, getting crushed nigh instantly, trying to glean even the smallest hints of knowledge from the confrontation. She understood his words all too well.
But it was what he said at the end that truly rang true with her. Sure, she had sought out people to help her train, but only really as combatants, trying to learn what she could through combat and experience. She had never really asked to be truly taught anything, and while that was probably part of the problem, for sure, it wasn’t the only thing either. Her body, for lack of better description, just would not get stronger; she had tried everything she could think of to improve, and yet, still, she found herself unable to grow further. That was what needed to be addressed first, and when her deep green eyes locked with his again, the fire and determination was back, but different. She was swallowing her pride, and took a breath.
“Body is stuck. Tried everything. Fought many. Learn techniques, yes. Please teach… but body, something wrong.” It was a lot of information, especially coming from Midori, all at once, and it would be obvious from her voice that it was laced with a combination of pain in admitting these things, and having suppressed them for a long time and finally getting them out in the open.